I know I haven't posted in so long! Just to let everyone know I am home now,and in College. Gob Has been so good to me. To be honest I have struggled alot, and I have just come to realize how the mercy of my Father never fails. God is making me stronger and there is no better feeling. Yes there will be good times and bad, but He is always faithful to teach my things through both.
When I was in Guatemala the Lord layed on my heart this song for my sweet special boy Alex and I wanted to share it with you guys. I hoep you enjoy. And I hope all of you are doing wonderful.
Alex you will always be my forever brother~
"HELD"
Two months is too little. They let him go. They had no sudden healing. To think that providence would Take a child from his mother while she prays Is appalling. Who told us we'd be rescued? What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares? We're asking why this happens To us who have died to live? It's unfair.
This is what it means to be held. How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life And you survive. This is what it is to be loved. And to know that the promise was When everything fell we'd be held. This hand is bitterness. We want to taste it, let the hatred know our sorrow. The wise hands opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow.
This is what it means to be held. How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life And you survive. This is what it is to be loved. And to know that the promise was When everything fell we'd be held.
If hope is born of suffering. If this is only the beginning. Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?
Please keep this special boy in your prayers~
Please keep this special boy in your prayers~
PS. I have added a few pictures of my kids here in Texas!!!!! enjoy.